I tried to stop thinking about what Mordcai said to me at the coffee shop, about me feeling guilty about doing those things to Eileen. I guess deep inside I MAY have some feelings for her, but not in THAT way. Wait or maybe I DO but.......AAAHHHH!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE!!
My brain was killing me. Arguing with myself did not help me at all. I decided to talk to Skips about this problem. Hopefully he has some spell or potion that will stop my madness and guilt.
"Hey Skips," I greeted him while he was meditating (like he does almost everyday). "I need your help with something." He opened his eyes and stood up. "Let me guess," he began. "You fell in love with Eileen and want to get over it." Was there really ever a reason to explain yourself to Skips. I'm not sure if he has supernatural powers is a crazy stalker O_O. And what's with the whole "fell in love" mess. Anyway, I just nodded and hoped he would give me some advice or something. To be honest, I didn't care what it was because I just couldn't stand this pain any longer. Right now, I'm DESPERATE for ANYTHING!
"Just tell Eileen how you feel." Skips said. I gave him a look of both dissapointment and anger. REALLY?! TELL HER HOW I REALLY FEEL!! THAT'S THE BEST ADVICE HE COULD GIVE ME!? "If you tell her, you can have closure and let go of ths frustration and pain."
"Come on man! There has to be another way to cure this!"
"Sorry Rigby, but I'm afraid this is the only way."
"*sigh* Fine, I'll do it."
"That's the spirit. Good luck."
Skips, uhh, skipped off to "who knows where" and I was left to make a decision:
1. Tell Eileen how I feel and embarass myself
2. Not tell her and feel this pain forever
Man, choosing is difficult and frustrating! I guess there's only one thing to do.